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Hey everyone. I was just looking at my dashboard and I thought I would give the world an update. I am almost done moving into my new place. I still have to get some bedside tables and some dishes but thats about it. Sometime in the next few days I have to clean and prepare my old house to give back to my leasor. Kindof feeling like this shit never ends. At first, I could take it. People were telling me how muching moving sucks but I couldn't help but feel differently. Nah, it didn't when I first started moving my stuff. Now that I am trailing the final steps behind me, it is impending and very annoying. For all the major moving I have done, I have just as much to do in cleaning and picking up random items...

The guy who lives right next to me in this building knocked on my door the other day. He asked me if I could turn down the music, please. "Maybe its just the bass." Yea no shit its the bass. I like my music at a good volume. Not ear shattering but definately so I can feel the bass. It just so happens that these walls aren't too thick. Boo.

So this situation is going to be a constant source of anxiety. I can consistently picture people that act without regard to others. People that are inconsiderate and somewhat selfish. I cant? be one of those people. Somehow I have to worry about it all the time. Whenever I am bordering on annoyance, my mind constantly picks on it. I can't really be indifferent. I can try - but its always there.

I told one of my friends that this morning I would have a good idea of what I was going to do for the next few months I have to myself. Maybe have a better idea of my I felt after I got out of bed. No. Not really. What I can say is that I am comfortable. Some more reflection can't hurt. Okay I am going to get back to real life. Stay in touch.